CluelesS

I've been wondering whether the problem is with me or with yoU..I really can interpret whatever that you're trying to tell me. Can you just tell me straight? I'm tired with the guessin game. You have kept me wondering for so quite some time now, Dont expect me to be the worm in your stomache!! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm blogging in the library. This time this hour, I've got high blood rush. I don't know which subject to study. Everything seems so tough. Sigh, I'll list out what i'm suppose to finish by today.

1. Corporate Finance - Net present value, Risk and return, Beta, Capm, Capital Structure, Ebit, Zero Coupon Bond, Bond YTM, Long Term Debt, Warrant, Dividend, Leasing, Merger and Acqusitions.
2. Investment Analysis - Bond, Analysis of Common Stock, Derivatives, Future Option, Option Market, Intermediaries,Portfolio Management,Active Portfolio Mkt, Technical Analysis, Charting and etc..
3. Islamic Financial Mgmt - Zakat, Leasing, Islamic Capital Mkt, Intermediaries, Islamic Venture Capital, Financial Instruments,Overview of Islamic Finance.Islamic Ideology, Riba,Leasing and etc.
4. Risk Mgmt - Overview,Techniques and bla bla.. (i dont even know what i'm suppose to study in this subject.
   
5. Advanced Taxation - Company Taxation, Investment Incentive Allowances, Mining Allowances, Agriculture allowances, Forest Allowances, Taxation for Clubs, Trade Association and other Societies,Trust Body and Estates.

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Faces... More or less first day studyin in library durin mid semester exams.. Check out the differences compare to the first picture.. She looks better. If im not wrong, taken the day after corporate mid sem. better MOod. Both of us studying Dam hard for investment analysis mid term. Dam it, 1 mark for one questions wei.. stress stress.. This is what happen to poh yee after the mid term.. Finals Close up Pics comin soon... *peace* =]

Pichaa..

Peepz.. Here are the Pictures i've promises..

Me, Ivian Thing Thing & Joyce @ Gunung Keriang!!!

TomYam Kung!! Secret Recipe...

Ivy, Joyce & Thing Thing.. Like this Pic.. =]

The Jacket fr Zara that MunYee mention in her blog.. Rm 200++..

At Chanselori Gallery..

Northen University of Malaysia Cokmar!! I was proud to pose with this "thing"

Darren.. kaki from KL.. *Nag King* he can nag better than my grandma.. Jk JK...

KellY & I !! best Frwen In UNI!! This Pic artistic leh??

Ngong Sam.. KL lang oso..

Meng Yen and too bored in library.. We look like paper dolls..

Xiun Yi and I.. a.k.a Ah Lian & Ah Beng..

Poh Yee & I (coursemate we are) She has contradict height with me.. (if oyu get wat i meant) Nyahahahaa...

Took this ystd.. Roommates In UUM..

Jan Jia.. My coursemate.. the girl that i'll go almost everywher with..

Det sakai poh yee took my pic when i was day dreaming in library.. Swt..

Tze jong.. My slave in uni.. nyahahaha...

Hmmm.. that's it first la.. I wanna go take my dinner.. Damm Hungry.. *peace OUT*

Walking on the Water..

I've been 'lockin' myself from others these few weeks..Couldnt bare to waste anymore time. I have 5 more papers to go, supposely to be 6 but heck that paper.. Basic Entrepreneurship. Swt..

Newy, finallly got my heavy ass off my room and went online. I was reading MunYee blog earlier and guess wat, i Miss that gurls so much. I misses all the bitchin babes. I wanna go back N yumcha N dinner wit you people. I hate it when i'm stuck in Kedah. Lifelss and the most fuck-ed up part was you guys havin hols. Crap wei.. Btw, Mun Yee blog add is invi-yee.blogspot.com (check it out)

Oh wait, bac to MunYee blog. her blog has my picture more than my own blog. Do i sound right? Heck it! Whee.. Im still figuring how to link her blog to mine. With that, i dun haf to blog so often. Haha..Yes, Im a Lazy Bum.

Ther's this farny ++ embarassing incident that happen to me last nite. I was stuck in uni for three weeks you see. So my fren who got the chance to go bec to kl offer to buy me something bec. I ask for food (cookie), try kedah food and you'll swear you 'll never eat those things ever again after you grad.. Newy, den that fella didnt wanna buy me cookie, so i was just havin fun and ask for " 1kg of beras".. Guess wat, det fella really bought it bec for me. 1kg of Beras man.. I was shock when i receive his sms. I was like 'What?? You really buy wan ar?? " Det idiot proudly say Yes.. Swt swt.. *hangin herself*..





Oh ya, I went to my uni Chanselori building last week. Got to know a few Public Relation Officer. N i have got privilage. That day our uni gallery was in renovation, so ther's this thing call the COKMAR. it represent the University. have been ther 4 20 over years.. N guess wat i got to take it up and manage to secretly took a few pics. Whee.. Student are NOT ALLOWED to touch it. It was frame nicely up high in the closet usually except durin convokesyen. The Sultan of Kedah will pass it to the Pro-Chansellor bla bla bla.. I've got the Luck to take picture wei. Damm Proud.. nyahahaha....=]







Hmm.. guys im sorry i didnt upload any pictures in this blog yet. I'm not using my own notebook le.. Always blog in Lab.. I'll try to upload all pics regardin my blog next tyme k?? Till den..

Boredom Sttrickes...

F***king bored mann..



I can't study.



Can't Sleep at night.



Can't go back to KL.



Can't This



Cant That!!











I'm gonna be CRAZY soon...

Believes

Its Undeniable that we shlould be. together
Its Unbelivable that i'll fall never.
The basic you need to know if you don't know how i feel.
Then let me show you now that i', for real.
If ALL things in time.
TIME WILL REVEAL.


Say farewell to the dark of night.
I see the coming of the sun.

Enough!

I mention all those not to get feed back from you. I dun really care what you think anymore! I was suppose hit you back HArd in the face but i didnt because of all those things you do to me last time. I will not turn into anyone you want me to be. I just cant. I've tried! I'm more to dissapointed than mad at you. Dont you understand? Things wont be the same again. You cant expect me to behave like last time after that incident.



I need to move on! You need tooo!! Both of us need to move on!!



Babes,
Don Worry bout me.. I'll tell you peepz all the juicy details when i'm bec!! Durin yumcha or dinner session k? Misses you like crxy.. Glad to know that you people were always behind my back. Thanks babes.. Too bad i cant come bec on 2nd.. belated k??

More Than I Expected

It has been some time since the last time i blog. Sorry ya'al.. I was merely surviving in university. Now that all my room mates were away for the weekend, i finally find the time to blog plus ther is jus toomany things swimming through my brain right now!!

First of all, i'm having a tough time in uni with friends whom i though were friends. I got total fucked up! Let me tell you why.. i don't give a damm if you were reading. I dOn't caRe anymore.. We were so close when you needed me for consultation, counsellin, when you;re in deep shit! I have to settle things for you! What do I get in the end?? NOTHING!! For the past few months i've been avoiding, you were the one who hit me again! What was all that for?? Did you come bec to show off? To show how well you are?? Or to make me miserable?? I didnt think that what i did last time was wrong! You was the one who should admit your mistake! AS i haf said earlier, i dun care if i lose you but why the heck are you disturbing my life now?? I only wanna haf my own life!! I HATE U for what you did n talk to me just now~!!




Now.. Of all things, why are you telling me all those?? Do you think it is neccessary?? Do u think its worth it?? Weren't you aware of my attitude after all these years? You always think that you know everything about me! What the hell were you thinkin? I've tried t to tell you so many times.. DONT YOU UNDERSTAND!! I cant bear it anymore!! I've given myself the limitation of patience more than any human beings in this fucked up world! Dont expect me to behave the same the next time i HAVE to speak ot see you..I CAN'T. I've tried to play nice but its time for play back!! I want to feel what i was feeling in the past. You will tell me later that you dont give a damm but i know you do. I know you better than anyone else *******.




Everything is happenin more than i was expecting! I cant Predict the Future! PLS dun make me think for other people. My small retarded brain cant even survive my bombareded stuff!! No matter personal matter or studies. I was dissapointed, i'm not sure if i can still trust you!! CAN i?? you tell me!! i'm heart broken that i cant sleep at night..flashing back those good old days. Memories.. Should i let be gone by gone?? I'm clueless.. I really need someone who can listen to me!! Every single details after keeping things for so long..





What you did last time was touching!! i appreciate what you did last time but i wonder if it is TRUE now.. Wondering if it was all an act!!